Theres a moment in life where you reach a stopping point. A point that you can’t go any further because you’re just so tired. Tired of everything. Exhausted of this unending failure. Your efforts and hard work aren’t coming together. You’re tired from always encouraging but getting nothing to keep you going. It’s been so many times that you keep getting back up, but how many times will you, will I, keep mending our hearts and strength back together before it gets shattered again? 

Last year was emotionally draining for me and I had thought 2015 was a new year, a paved fresh start. However, recently this past month has been physically tiring me out as well as leaving my heart empty. There has been so many failures in my life this past month that I was on the brink of letting everything go, and just giving up. But right before I took that final sigh of releasing everything, I realized why I’m doing this.

All through the past few days, when failure after failure kept resulting from my hard work kept pushing me down, I asked myself why I was working so hard in the first place. And in that moment my dream became a lot more focused.

I’m committed to my goal that I can make a change in this world. I can’t let these failures get in the way of my journey to success. I cannot give up now because I’ve worked so hard. And looking at many people who have succeeded against the odds, I know that everyone goes through this. But what defines people who actually succeed compared to those who don’t, are the people who have a mind of steel. They cry, they rant, but they pick themselves and mend themselves back together.

So after many tissues, and a flood of tears later, I again realized crying can’t do anything but help me release my sorrows, I started to build myself back together again. I can’t let this stop, I won’t let this stop me. I believe, that this world can be a better place, and I will do the best I can to better myself into a position where I can bring about this change<3

For those of you struggling now, let me pray for you. You do not have to believe in my God, but in all these times, I pray and His voice washes over me. He gives me strength. And it is because of him, : “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.” -Phillipians 4:13

Leave a comment below and I’ll pray for you. Please don’t give up, because the world can’t wait to see what you can contribute to this world. Everyone is amazing, and all the people I meet everyday, they amaze me. You are a light in this world that will make it brighter<3

6 responses to “Facing Failure”

  1. Anonymous Avatar

    ❤ keep going girl! You're awesome!

    1. ceciliapang8 Avatar

      Hey thanks so much! This definitely made my day! Wish you success in all your endeavors as well! ❤

  2. B, W & K Avatar
    B, W & K

    As long has you have not given up, you have not and never will fail. But the moment you give up, you have failed. We know you, Cecilia. You are not the kind of person that gives up easily. So keep plowing on! I have met many failures and just like you cried and cried and asked, “WHY?” The answer God told me: “Because you are not ready to achieve what I have planned for you, yet.” We are like wine, Cecilia. If you uncork the wine too early, the wine has not yield its potential. Wait a little longer and you will achieve what God has planned for you. I had to learn it the hard way. Hopefully, your lesson will not be as painful as mine. Take care. We love you very much. God thinks you are extra special. We think so too. Who can question God’s taste in “wine” right?
    Love and Peace in Christ,
    B,W & K.

    1. ceciliapang8 Avatar

      Thanks Bill for the piece of advice! Best of luck to you to in your everyday life! Hope Winnie and Kairos are doing great!

  3. Anna Avatar

    Such an inspiration piece of writing. I agree with it all the way and I can completely relate in all the possible ways. Please pray for me too 🙂

    1. ceciliapang8 Avatar

      Hey Anna! Thank you for always being there for me! And definitely, will do! See ya soon:)

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